Memories

PRECIOUS MEMORIES

Friday, December 25, 2009

Haven been blogging much cos nothing much to blog about... Well... Yesterday was my last day of work... Yeh... Christmas and im still working... Cos got pay rise for that day marh... So earn abit more loh... Didn't know that holiday dont have people de loh... Spent 70% of the time looking at customers walk past... Good thing my pay doesn't depend on commission if not i'll be screwed!

Anyway... Had lots of fun and experience working there... Know more people... Learnt new things... Now is the time to get ready for school le... I've just notice that i've got a mountain of homeworks and i haven even touch them yet... Siao Liao!!! Talk so much about working hard next year... Only less than a week to school starts... Hopefully i can get some done... T.T

Well nothing much to talk about le... Oh... Last thing... Sec 1 orientation... Was looking forward to it actually... Cos we planned lots and lots of game for the newbies to play... Though prep was crap... Think it will be fun... This year, our orientation is abit more of JCs style... We had a theme for the orientation and we also had acts and scripts to go with the theme... Our theme is called 'Zenith 2010'... Dont know wat it means but it sounds nice... Cos it looks chim... Well cant say anymore about it... Later kenna sue by my sch...

Looking forward to Sunday... Trybe Volunteer Appreciation Night! This is kind of funny loh... I joined them for close to a year, i didn't volunteer at all yet, and they invite me to the appreciation! Something like appreciating me for not volunteering yet... -.-
Anyway... Hope it will be fun... Gonna meet new people... Wahaha... Lol...

Ok... Got to go liao... Anything sms me ba... Ciao!

I'll be waiting...

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

＊为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞＊

Repeat ＊

想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.
--Otomo No Yakamochi--

A mighty pain to love it is, and 'tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain.
--Abraham Crowley--

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Back... Or so...

(Just to make my post look good)

Ciaossu! Finally back to blogging. Wow... Last post was like July... Which means i have been slacking for the past 5 months!!! Wei wei wei... Not slacking loh... Very busy leh... Even now also busy... Haiz... Just keep this 'online dairy' running for my fans ba.... XD

Yesterday... 1st day of work... Was ok... Except that now i have egg-phobia. Reason was simple... Who in the world, who hates egg to the core, would handle eggs for almost 2 hours and wont get a phobia of it? I, for one, dislike eggs. The smell of eggs would make me throw up so thats how bad it is. Yesterday i was told to deal the eggs, which i have no choice but to do it. Lucky thing was that i didn't throw up if not die arh... XD

After work was rehearsal for Chrismas Show @ TCT. Was fun but quite tiring. Reached home at around 1am plus than bath and all ended up sleeping at around 2 plus 3. Luckily today work at 5pm if not sure die! XD

Well looking back at this few months, I noticed a lot of stupid things that i have done and also wasted a lot of useful times. Well thats not going to happen again. I will now make full use of my time and hopefully i can score well for Os next year. Aim for Os; 8-10 points. Quite impossible but must try. Just like the quote said 'Nothing is impossible when there is possibility'. Haha... Also, i will forget about the past stupid things and concentrate more of wats going to come in the following year. There's another quote for this 'What was, was. What is, is. But the important this is what will be'.

Well thats all for now... Today 2nd day of work... Hopefully can make it in time to come and online for awhile... Haha... Ciao!

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Regret...

Once upon a time, there was a kitten called Kitty.

One day, she saw another cat being killed by human. Kitty starts to feel scared and closed her eyes, thinking that if she closes her eyes she will not see the brutal killing scene again.

A month later, Kitty hears another cat screaming for help and than silence after that. She believes that the cat must have been killed by another human.

Kitty never open her eyes for the following year but once in awhile, she will hear those screams for help and than silence again. Her mindset of closing her eyes will allow her not to witness the brutal killing continues.

Soon, Kitty feels that closing her eyes is not the long term solution. She thinks that losing her eyesight is the best solution. So one day, Kitty went to look for a sharp edge for her to ram into but in order to look for it, she had to open her eyes to see.

At that instance, she saw a small kitten playing with a ball of wool. The small kitten throws the ball of wool to the other kitten and that kitten rushes for it. Than one of the kitten yell for help. The kittens than jump and play around with that ball of wool.

Kitty stopped looking for the sharp edge and walked away. She regretted not opening her eyes earlier because she is now too old to be playing with a ball of wool.

The moral of this story is trying to say: Cherish every moment. Don't wait till its gone and than regret about not doing anything to it.

But can i?

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ABOUT MYSELF:

Hi. I am Anthony Tan. I have been living in a world full of memories. Without memories, i think that i may not be that kind of person of what i am now. Sometimes as i get lonely and helpless, i would enter the memory world of mine and reflect on certain things.

STUDENT OF:

Townsville Primary School (2001-2006)

Montfort Secondary School (2007-2010)

FAVOURITE PHRASES:

1) He who knows not that he knows not, knows not, teach him. He who knows that he knows not, truly knows and is wise, follow him. [Mr Simen]

2) To have love and lost is better never to have loved at all.

3) I do not fear the man who practice many kicks 1 time. But i fear the man who practice 1 kick many times. [Bruce Lee]

4) Never wait for things to happen ... make it happen.

5) Fate and Destiny is in one's hand, whether you wan to cherish and make a good future or to destroy it.

6) Dont walk behind me as i will not lead. Dont walk in front of me as i will not follow. Walk beside me and be my fren. [Tristan]

CCAs:

Badminton (2003-2006)

Badminton School Team Player (2005-2006)

Choir (2007-2010)

Choir Student Conductor (2008-????)

Prefect (2002-2004)

Student Councilor (2005-20??) & Ex-co (2008-20??)